Bittersweet day and night it was, as Bella's litter was too big to all make it and bless us with their little personalities and love. Her labor was very similar to last litter, in that she and I got about an hour total of sleep the night of delivery, with her panting all night long. She delivered her first pup about 12:30pm on Dec 23rd, a few days before I thought it might happen. (THANK YOU BELLA and Puppy God for that convenience! ) We had good luck - and bad luck - with this bundle of joy. One good-sized girl never took a breath, and the last 2 were very underdeveloped, were for tucked up under her ribs or somewhere without enough of their own room to grown, and probably just needed another week in utero. Its rare to have all 11 puppies live of a litter that big, but doesnt make it any less sad. We worked on all 3 of these pups for 1/2 hour or more each, though the 2 tiny ones probably didn't have a chance. They were most likely fertilized several days after the others, as sperm lives up to 4 days, but they all birth together in the same whelping, and 2 just were too premature.
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What a sweet blessing to have friends who love these creatures with all their hearts. Bestie Paulette was a trooper through whole whelping - a 12 hour day til 1 in the morning. Then these 2 friends came to try to help Snowflake, who couldn't swallow well even with their little droppers and formula. They foster litters of kittens and puppies, knowing what it feels like to spend a month hand feeding a critter, only to lose it. I believe there are so many angels like this on earth, walking around disguised as regular humans, just doing good. I am surrounded by them.
So, Saturday night was spent at the emergency vet, where the decision was made based on he x-ray results: sweet Snowflake was suffering and had very little chance for improvement. It was the first time in my adult life I had to put an animal down, and I now understand why it is a very difficult choice to make. We can hold on to the hope of antibiotics, surgery, ICU care, a new drug, a miracle. Just to be with our friends a little longer. There is no looking glass to tell us if it worth their continuing struggle (if they are), if treatments will work, or even what the costs will be after lots of care. But they are family. We aren't (in most areas) given the option to end the misery of a human member who is in pain - physically or mentally. But it is an option for our beloved pets, and not always an obvious one. Rest in peace, sweet Snowflake, and may your lungs be filled with air with your siblings in Doggie Heaven . <3<3<3
One week old today: Bella is less thrilled than we are for this milestone. :)
Nursing on Luke, and he paid the price.
Fine with me, as long as its another decade or so until a CUTE GIRL makes these hickies!!! :)
So, all in all, 4 girlies, 3 boys are thriving. They are loving their momma's milk and the warm toasty room they are in. They have another week until their eyes open, but they smell Bella and in seconds are doing their only job: getting nice and fat. A chunky yellow girl will be making a college student's Valentine's Day the best she has ever experienced. I love surprises and I love the growth that occurs each day. The joy sure outweighs the sadness.
Stay tuned for more adventures of our Christmas litter : Buddy (our favorite Christmas movie is Elf), Donner, and Claus are holding down the boy section. Girls are Holly, Noel, Miracle/Merry, and Eve. We are in love.



































